IMpossible Tudo

" Tudo é Espiritual "

" Everything is Spiritual "

- single sentence my Godmother said to me in a dream

soon after she died in 2011

:: Intro

When this previously shared photo was taken, another one where i was behind and bending over the binoculars was also taken, both at my spontaneous request.

Upon looking at both later on, not only i did not like the way i looked in the other photo but i also observed that it did not portray where i truly stand in life. I deleted it.

Where I Stand, I Am both Observer and observed, Transmitter and receiver.

As such, neither do i get in the way nor out of the way. I Stay. Focused but detached, Present but ever emptied. As such, prior to aligning any lenses, I tend to strip myself and others of all kinds of pre-existing lenses, and Look and invite to Look freshly and directly from and to Essence, which then inherently stands out in everything.

Then, may the handmade lenses that i joyfully add to the living picture

clearly magnify the Greater Living Picture that outLives me in the emptied square.

Please step in and have a Look from the same Stand Point.

Inner Central Square of Cascais Cidadela Fortress, Portugal 2015 (slice of a screen shot from a video)

This message is an invitation to an engaging Ride through a Cellf X-Ray,

as the OUTfoldind INvisible of the IMpossible,

calling on our individual Full Senses into LIFE

It is basically what my whole life has been about, now translated according to my present understanding of it and now shared in some ways i haven't before, coming from an urge to merge with my fellow self-assigned Cosmic Servers on Earth as well as an urge to invoke in every willing human being without exception their Inner Central Vision aligned beyond duality lenses to the One common Purpose of

BRINGING ON THE NEXT POSSIBLE PLANET EARTH

WHERE the IMpossible is the NEW LAW

Previous message of June 9 came out as a short intro to the present one that had already become available all at once withIN. Still, it needed Time to OUTfold at a particular pace and into a particular shape. I was unsure whether i would present it in one single episode or in a sequence of episodes, but having realised i had to keep it all together, i guess it turned out to be both. I was also unsure about the output language, since it was innerly taking shape part in portuguese part in english, but the latter being the most universally spoken language, it prevailed.

It was non-linearly generated along this unpredictable and somehow retreated period of over six months, but the basic structure and the main contents were written-composed around July 9 and then developed here and there between many pauses, with particular pieces left unwritten, waiting, as inner-outer ongoing processes reached a stage where writing or publish it wouldn't interfere. Hence, the notice "addition in progress on 12" on my Homepage was literally that. It had nothing to do with creating expectation, but it did feel true to leave it there all along, as i felt that the previous June 9 intro message needed to be broadcasting all along. As the present one progressed, my feeling was that it could come out anytime, or never at all . . . because in some ways it turned out to be a "making-of" of the actual Thing taking place In and Out transtemporally.

In contrast to its generative process, viewing its contents in the linear sequence presented, without pre-scrolling or jumping elements, such as videos and some hyperlinked underlines, is the best way to merge with its Outfolding InTension.

Please use headphones all along for fully focused-sensitive capture.

If you're a former reader, you've probably read the mentioned previous short intro message of June 9 featured on the right. If not, please do before proceeding, since it contains the background for the whole message:

The key QUESTION therein introduced links with the key ANSWER herein proposed.

WHERE ARE YOU INVESTING ?

- DECIDE !

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. . . the whole MULTIVERSE will succeed . . .

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:: Time

Many streams have been running, many intersections imprinted during the course of generating this message - did you see them?

Perhaps i can show them to you by sharing how i quietly observe and visually perceive my INner still unwritten and/or unshared streams converging with OUTer streams - for instance fellow transmitters, both acquainted and not, from close by or far away, approaching exactly the same unshared topics, in the same period, often in the same language concepts and contexts, as if a mysterious global spyware was taking place - thus revealing a known common accessible Field combined with individual experience and encoded Soul Communication, in the form of INvisible merging waves and arcs beyond Geosphere, Biosphere, Technosphere . . .

. . . through Noosphere, made visible

So what is that which they call "the mainstream"? Did you find it here?

Can you feel how limiting it becomes to think in those terms?

I, for one, can't follow "the mainstream" or any other stream, because it's not about following. It's about creating. And it's about merging.

So what do you do about it once you become aware of it?

Do you f o l l o w predictions or are you actually c r e a t i n g them?

For instance, every time you say "I was right!" referring to something that happened, coming from a place where you affirmed and expected that thing to happen based on previous experience or linear logics, you are strengthening a preexisting line. This is how statistical predictions are built, by projecting current events, situations, circumstances into a time line, based on expected linear repetition of observed (or programmed!) constants combined with anticipated (or programmed!) variables. People trust this, because it seems to reflect the inherent order of existence, so they forget that the Universal Laws behind Order are the same behind all Creation, which is constantly open to change. Once you become aware of this, you instantly start deprogramming yourself, become less and less programmable, open and fresh to new possibilities, a state that reflects Essence and is natural to the inner child. In this state, you tend to expect the unexpected, unpredictable new results from new perceptions, affirmations and actions. Here, you realize that Time is something other than what you once perceived, along with Space.

I had my first multiple INsight of the actual Time-Space flow from the OUTsight of the first computer generated fractals shown in a documentary by Arthur C. Clarke. It became clear all at once that in my whole life, including this generative writing process, i do experience and witness very intimately how Time is the Art of Creation in Action, tridimensionally perceived as a sequence, but multidimensionally lived in a synchronised and synthesised simultaneity that literally reconfigures Reality in Real Time . . .

Inner Essence enables us to recognise this Order in everything, keeping us in close relation with Creation. Hence, becoming aware of It empowers us as accountable co-creators at all levels of existence.

While this is now being conceptually widely spread across Human Culture in endlessly creative ways, True Art somehow reflects the Geometry of Creation and therefore holds a Key Pioneering Value and Integrative Purpose

as Inner Door Opener and Outer Way Shower.

. . . Time to Set the Sun to the HeArt of the Matter

:: Ecology

But the Purpose is not to merely incorporate these concepts as the new normal in the linear mind and senses, because the more they are repeated and become familiar, the more they are introjected under the notion that they are already at play, when in many cases they aren't, not entirely or not at all. This is what keeps standing out as I observe many incoherences. Because of this inner recognition, people often fall in love with and worship the concepts themselves, but still keep on repeating the old program, or partially replacing it with another, and another, and another, because this is the nature of the linear mind, to repeat patterns, whether old or new, which is fine in terms of the function of the linear mind, but it is not Core Transformation, it is merely an upgraded automation of the layers. Hence the inCoherence, since Coherence can only derive from the Core, not from the layers. Any coherence built from the layers is bound to be or become asymmetric, out of Order. Replacing layers not only will not deprogram the subconscious mind but will keep the programmable lower self in the driving seat, indefinitely distracted in the upgrading mode, instead of allowing Higher Self to take charge of the process of reconnecting with Source Consciousness, which activates the Observer of the patterns behind the repeater, thus imploding the program and giving space for Live Acts.

There's a distinctive subtlety to repetition: at the linear mind level it is ever enslavingly programmable (programmed constants and variables in statistical predictions) = hypnotic mind math; at the non-linear Higher Mind it is ever Connectively Creative (some electronic music and some digital coding, such as the ones present in the visual and sound pieces herein included) = Magnetic HeArt math. The former is where addiction stems from, whereas the latter is liberatingly Connective to Source Consciousness. The former is where the so-called common sense introjects the lower idea of a self-esteem based on being accepted and approved by others, distorting the very word-expression, whereas the latter is conducive to true Self-Esteem based on Reverent Self-Love which is inherently inclusive of self and others, regardless of consensual addictive formulas adopted as the validating norm - a persistent paradigm still not foreign even to many so-called alternative/spiritual environments.

One thing is to build human environments around a given common frequency. Another Thing is to build upon The Frequency that is inclusive by Nature.

Speaking of which, Nature doesn't hypnotise us but rather highly Magnetizes us to Source. Does Nature follow a program? No. It unfolds and functions according to an Original Design within the mentioned Laws and Order, but it keeps evolving in subsequent Life cycles that cannot fit into a program definition. Everything that is Alive is not a program, it's an Event. Just like the Sun, rising and setting every day. Why should we then approach Transformation as a program?

There are too many signs that this kind of change keeps people under another kind of sleep. Sheep?

We have got to Dream deeper than this, so that when we Live and Tell our Story, it won't merely be another layer being added to the fictional script and attached to the distracted performer, but rather the embodiment of Essence expressed as the Art of Being Total within each individual's Life Purpose within the collective.

Looking back and forth in my life, i see countless evidence of always having a hard time deciding between, and defining myself in those terms. Today i am fully aware of where that came from all along, having realised that, in essence, my true decision process was not duality based-oriented but rather derived-directed to the heart of any given matter, which in turn made the subsequent decisions, or happenings, a Coherent consequence rather than a choice. This is as simple as highly energy efficient, despite that it was not outerly envisioned or innerly entirely felt this way while growing up and living in a world that values endless multiple-choice and the corresponding ability to both deal with and generate endless quantity.

Outerly, what i observe is most people very concerned about and consumed with these multiple choices situated at middle or end stages of processes, whether about trivial or critical matters. So, i keep evoking Nature and its streams to show that a solution oriented flow focuses upstream, at the source causes of anything. Only after having dealt with the issue at its source is it worth focusing downstream all the way to the ocean in order to clean up previous consequences. The example that comes to mind regards any fossil fuel related project, for instance to reduce emissions or consumption, while knowing so well that extracting oil is harmful for the planet, for one because it is the lubricant for the tectonic plates. Increased earthquakes are a consequence of this among other causes, but very few people seem to connect the two things. I just can't bring myself to support projects that involve this kind of incoherence. If you have a ready-to-apply solution that reduces damages at any stage, by all means please put it to use. But if you're going to make an investment out of it, please bring it upstream, because otherwise you'll be deviating precious Energy into these secondary actions that will keep on maintaining-creating-confirming the same old flow. The same applies to those who are prone to criticise, complain about, fight against, who will keep on wanting and expecting more of the same to keep coming, because it's their [program] fuel. There's your "mainstream" and why it is called "the main", simply because it is the one most invested!

What if you were maintaining-creating-confirming the Other Flow?

Re-evoking the second video above, can you feel and picture how clean and clear and harmonic the Noosphere and the other spheres would be, allowing a much fluid and instantaneous manifestation of what matters the most, and how much this would free you, us?

So yes, this concerns You and I. Starting with a single Top Decision to answer the Inner Calling to re-connect with the Source Essence of Being. Once anchored There, you can't help but making Coherent decisions and thus generate Coherent Flows in absolutely every unit of your life. Because, then, anything outside of this is going to h u r t at the Core Meaning of Life within. Because you carry an Inner Knowing that you ultimately can't reach Oceanic Destiny unless you truly become One with It. And this means getting rid of the unnecessary and polluting-depleting load - by Decision!

You can either live to endlessly feed and entertain your layers, or

Live Up to Spirit Essence within Its Infinity Design. Same with Earth.

- Welcome to Inner Ecology.

Without it, Outer Ecology is an endlessly wasted effort.

:: Blood

Needless to say that this applies to our very blood stream at the cell level.

Blood has been subject of my attention in recent times.

For the past couple of years or so i've been experiencing some more noticeable transitional body adjustments, involving woman's cycle, quantitative/qualitative dietary imperative changes and consequent variations in the absorption levels of nutrients, as well as other both practical and subtle interrelated causes-consequences that converged to a significant body mass-weight loss (not from overweight but from my previous normal average 55kg to a present new average 48kg) including decreased blood density-volume in the body. Women at different ages are currently experiencing similar body symptoms, since we, as female beings, are more directly subject to all variations occurring in the current Transformational and Purification Cycle of Earth and Humanity.

Although this mass-weight-blood loss of mine has, of course, nothing to do with anorexia, a physical parallel did occur to me regarding, on one hand, the fact that the body learns and adjusts to the new norm, and, on the other hand, hypothetical and temporary blood deficiencies, since, although i feel energetically at my normal high, i can sense-witness what is missing and why. Then, upon watching a video of an adolescent girl who went through surgery, when i heard her mention she was feeling somewhat weak at a point but then experienced an energy boost after receiving a blood transfusion (blood previously donated by her mother), the idea of fixing blood deficiencies through a blood transfusion led me to the most astounding realisation: the sheer thought of receiving a blood transfusion at this point felt to me like throwing away 15 years of beyond-physical Conscious Cellf Work, together with a life-time of all that is my Physical Entity suddenly being blended with an outside agent that didn't do the work with me, regardless of its potential boost, not to mention a possible reverse effect depending on the donor.

​So, Bottom-Top line 4-Me: Yes, i am aware of hypothetical deficiencies in my blood, but my blood is not merely a replaceable type 0-Negative. My blood, in whatever transitional state it is right now, positively carries My Multi Signature, and i wouldn't even want to receive a transfusion of my own alpha blood but would rather call in My omega light blood. This does feel like merging with My Blood Counterpart in Infinity, not any other way. Lifting off and Signing off turn out to be one and the same . . .

Meanwhile, Life brought in two confirmations of what is not :

1 :: On July 9, seemingly out-of-the-blue, my son Alexandre, unaware of this present streaming of mine, suggested that i watched the 2011 movie Limitless. A movie (now being turned into a tv series) basically questioning the enhancement of human abilities through the use of an external artificial substance, where this man goes to the point of drinking a dead man's blood from the floor for the fact that it contained the last dose available of that substance. Eventually, he does overcome all the limits and becomes powerfully successful, but at the cost of his True Identity, a fact that doesn't go unnoticed to his lucid girlfriend. Totally (disgustingly) met my Gut Feeling! - So no, no trans-fusion as artificial activation - by Decision!

2 :: On July 7, while tuned in OpenLab.fm, a Lusine track hit me strongly, calling me to check the other suggestive themes within his related album The Waiting Room, which in turn further led me to this other theme video. Totally met this seemingly endless long term waiting feeling of mine towards the many distracting and misleading human dwellings on and distortions to Evolution, instead of actually E v o l v i n g .

All pseudo-Life in human inner and outer circuitries needs to Burn away. The True IMpossible Inbuilt Dormant Human Advanced Abilities are Ignited from WithIN once you've taken that Top Decision, not through external technology, even if put inside your body.

- So no, no trans-human as artificial plus - by Decision!

:: Pulse

One way of measuring My Pulse could actually be my blood type specificity:

it makes me a Universal Donor who can only receive its own. Indeed . . .

Lusine - The Waiting Room - album full info​

Panoramic was the Lusine track that hit me strongly as the kind of wordless minimal electronic sound i love: enough melody combined with the right crescendo beat in balanced constants & variables, that match the outward side of my Life Pulse, Forward Motion, Dance Vibe, Pilot Drive. So, 3D-grounded at The Waiting Room, somewhere between an arrival and a departure, a landing and a take off, is how PilotCrafts Star Seeders often feel and have felt for a long time, if not since forever. Increasingly more since ongoing Higher Consciousness Inner Activation of Encoded Memories of Home. Allow us then to also thrill and be thrilled whenever we get to pilot White-Blue-Gold Earth I.F.O.'s such as this, in IMpossible Ascent and Air Dance, as a 3D version of our beyond 3D Flight experience. If it wasn't for these Live Acts, we'd go crazy here - as any Lucid Test Pilot on Duty! ​​From the Earth's perspective, we can fly solo, we can fly in group, we can land and build ever exquisite, precise, detailed, beautiful crafts. In short: - We can Shape Shift into whatever is required to Ignite the Cosmic Pulse!

Looking back, as a teen i dreamed of becoming a pilot and having my own small plane to fly around taking aerial pictures. Later, members in my family developed a passion for and connection with Aviation. At present, my son Alex also carries a literal driver's pulse topped with the dream of becoming an airline pilot. Not to mention the fact that we ended up in lives that involved using airlines as our frequent means of transportation - air-busses indeed.

Flight is definitely in the Blood. And when i speak of beyond 3D Flight experience, i also mean it literally (meaning not even using any air crafts, hence PilotCrafs), this time at lucid dream states that happen as a parallel experience in the next dimensions 4D-5D, where Gravity, for instance, is a key matter. Naturally, this love for piloting and air crafts also runs in my Soul family. But it's not just Air, after Earth and Water and before Fire. The Diamond Arrowhead points to Igniting the 4 elements of life (and other squared 4's for that matter) into the Higher Central 5th Destiny (as i once put it, whole new meaning to the expression back-to-square-one, if you picture the central top of a pyramid) that consistently turns life into LIFE, and to which humanity and planet are dSigned to go in this current Era. So yes let's go Home, right here.

If You're merging with Me by now, You Know this is not about airliners or tactics or technology or fiction . . . So, you may feel a need to pause here, to take it in the way it's meant, to feel Your own Pulse, while allowing in that question:

How ready are we?

Speaking for mySelf and alike Self-Assigned PilotCrafts on Duty on Earth, this is never about showing off for audiences or an adrenaline kick or a psychedelic trip. So, it is neither a physical nor psychological additive, let alone an addiction. But it is a High. Just not opposite to a low. The kind of High i experience either in motion or perfectly still, potentially anywhere doing anything. It's that Higher Octave Quality present when we live both rare and regular life experiences trans-dimensionally, when Higher Self is the Driver. It's more like a Natural High that you don't control but rather are Controlled by - it's what i call the Constant, if you do allow being steady under your own Central Higher Control. Using my analogy with a keyboard, this Higher Octave Quality coming from our Inner Higher Command is gradually moving from Shift-key-mode to CapsLock-key-mode, as much as You and I Invest on it, in order that Earth and Humanity may stabilise in the next dimension as the new evolving common ground. As in climbing stairs, from a higher dimension you can still perceive lower dimensions, but from a lower dimension you cannot perceive the higher ones, since the higher contain the lower, not the other way round. In these terms, from a 3D level, what we're really perceiving is 2D. If it wasn't so, watching 3D movies would be redundant. To actually perceive 3D, we need to be at 4D level, and so on. This is not fiction. These are the Upper Deeper Layers of Existence.

A good visual illustration of this Multi-D and Inter-D dynamics is the stereogram/autostereogram imagery. I was immediately intrigued by them when i first saw them in the early 1990's. Then, seeing the hidden image soon became natural to me, often as the main one.

Here's a short animated version of a different kind of layered Multi-D composition. If it's your first time, don't mind so much the proposed technique, just slightly twist your eyes to find your way through in depth. Once you're there, you'll be able to relax and move your eyes in the alter-view. Since in this case there are animated kaleidoscopic layered images instead of hidden images, you'll know you're there when an actual shift happens and locks, enabling you to see the layers in 3D, equally focused, without 3D glasses.

I often suggest this kind of practice as a door opener in itself, especially when interacting with someone who is locked at 2D-3D and expects me to approach life strictly from that perspective, even implying that i'm unaware of that very perspective, because they don't see me fit in it the way they are. What i'm actually doing there/here is my best to bring their awareness beyond, which some people contest instead of allowing themselves to find the way through their own layers, which would instantly put an end to their struggle, namely in trying to convince me that 2D is all there is to the above animation, or 3D to life, just because they still can't perceive beyond. But once they do, every element of life itself becomes that Multi-D panoramic landscape we watch from our expanded senses - truly enhanced without 3D glasses, through exactly the same shift-into-lock perceptive process. But don't get me wrong. This is not about acquiring perception, but rather witnessing perception occur within the Bliss. If you've been There, you Know. If not, you will, most likely when you least expect it, never from effort or struggle. But you do need to say that Yes to It.

Speaking of Natural High, i don't seek Nature to recharge myself, but rather to communion with It, often as a keeper, given that most Natural spaces around urban areas are exposed to invasive agents. In this perspective, i don't meditate either, not in the traditional sense of sitting to meditate, although i have as well. But here, in what regards conscious breathing, where exhaling usually means releasing, my natural movement is the opposite: i inhale what needs to be transmuted and exhale it as transmuted. Pretty much what plants do during the day, hence the communion. Yeah, sometimes i feel i'm a plant too, a living processor, not just at natural environments . . . I don't seek alternate states of consciousness, the Highs happen. Merged with the meditative side of Life is my actual Main Stream. So, basically, I Live, at whichever Flow Rate or Octave Life Lands me.

While i was growing up, long before any awareness of multidimensionality, i sometimes spontaneously entered brief alternate states that i didn't understand, some of which scared me as perceived brain weirdness and others astonished me as they actually enhanced the experience i was having at that given moment. In my teens, the first verbal expression i learned that closely described how i perceived myself was "multifaceted". The fact that i kept memory of these states and related feelings and thoughts have revealed to be Higher Self activation triggers to be retrospectively integrated once i was consciously initiated in 2000. This happened within an intensive 3-4 months holistic psychotherapy where i profoundly dealt with the mother-father-child heritage and my own constructions on top of it, and where i was consciously introduced to Higher Self, Who led the entire process along with my dear therapist who was much more than that. As much as this fundamental Holistic Work was life changing for me, the derived consciousness transition was not felt as an awakening but rather as an integrated understanding and activation of what had always been, along with the releasing and healing across the physical, emotional, mental bodies, allowing deeper and accelerated growth at all levels from then on. I came to realize that i had never been asleep, but i did need this much appreciated guidance and cleansing to set me on my own Self-awareness and Self-Empowerment path towards Purpose. Every single person should go through this kind of holistic psychological work as a start, because any "spiritual addition" before this or separated from this may disguise and postpone dealing with key personal background issues, including religious upbringing, that often hinder true integral growth.

In this existential path through personal and transpersonal evolving stages of re-membering my whole Self from Essence, while allowing recalibrations to take place at deeper levels, i have always resisted defining myself according to pre-existing standards, concepts, categories, anything that might become attached to me instead of Being Me. Probably around my early teens i once watched a movie where a person was sleeping in their bedroom at night and someone sneaked in and quietly glued a permanent mask to the person's face, who then woke up in the morning and was horrified to find that unrecognisable face reflected in the mirror, a face that couldn't be removed. That was an unforgettable confirmation that i couldn't face wearing a face other than my actual Face. MultiFaceted indeed, but like a Crystal or Diamond in its multi-reflected True Essence. This translates simply in my life, as those who have known me quickly notice: i tend to be utterly transparent, since no profiling persona glues on me, and yet i have always had a very strong Identity, regardless of my (in)ability to define It in words.

In this Multi-perspective, those of us i'm now calling PilotCrafs Star Seeders are Souls who first came into Being in other Star Systems that already were beyond Earth's present stage of evolution. Something like Cosmic Citizens coming from Cosmic Realms corresponding to Future in Earth's terms, volunteering to assist this planet at this particular moment of transition, and who have gone through a preparation that would be equivalent to initiate training given to field agents. So, we are like graduates being gradually activated out of the partial amnesia that is part of being born on Earth.

Within this ongoing process, where i've met significant Soul family members, upon getting in contact with Earth's Spiritual Teachings, i don't necessarily relate to or resonate with them in a direct way, although i do relate very intimately with the Spiritual Realms behind any presentation of them. For instance, in Earth's perspective regarding the "age" of a Soul, every time i hear the expression "old Soul" it doesn't exactly resonate with Me, because I actually feel as a very "young Soul" in terms of "previous lives" on Earth. Also, i don't generally and directly relate to Earth's Human History, except in what concerns universal pioneer figures such as Leonardo Da Vinci and some archetypal figures, elements and events under the same pioneer light. Spiritual lineages also feel somehow restrictive in terms of fitting in just one or even two, as i always feel that I Shift into whatever I need to Be depending on what is being required. For instance, having been born in Portugal feels as part of this requirement, despite that i don't feel attached to this or any other nation or particularly identified with portuguese features. Yet, i know I Am somehow linked to the Destiny of Portugal, not within itself, but regarding its function towards the world. This becomes evident as i clearly don't specifically address the Portuguese, but the fact that i transmit from a Portuguese Background and Portuguese Address is felt as most significant - yet to be further revealed. The fact that i equally use Portuguese and English is also of significance within the same requirement, as is my graduation as a Translator becoming a kind of metaphor for what i truly feel i Translate, instead of books as i used to. Similarly, what might be called "Ancient Knowledge" carried within doesn't feel as being specific to Earth but rather as specific to the Divine Creation Matrix that includes Earth. This explains why Nature, as a Universal Guidance to inhabit this planet and evolve Spiritually, is such a Sanctuary in making us, Star Seeders, feel closer to Home. Similarly, what might be called My "previous" Soul memories of Earth, rather than "previous lives" they are felt as triggering artefacts deliberately left at specific times-spaces during "previous" time-travelling visits to Earth as assistant to be. All Memory trigger activation has been accelerating now.

Thus, Seeders carry encoded Soul Memories of a perceived Future that we know as Real, because that's where we're coming from. As such, we came-in highly charged with Life Creation Energy. The kind that carries the Codes that bring on the next IMpossible Planet Earth. Hence, our equipment is not hard-wired to function in old systems. Instead, we introduce the new wiring inherent to the next stage, which is Source Creation originated, not manly engineered towards humanity manipulation.

Consequently, a Seeder simply can't get off with merely exerting fairly satisfactory or random acts of creativity, let alone specifically live-to-make-a-living. Either in low profile or high profile positions, our lives tend to be as simple as required to be primarily focused on Creating the New Earth. Our gifts and talents are designed accordingly, so, we need to feel they are actually being used accordingly, otherwise we feel we are wasting Life's Creation Energy, which feels unbearable. Highly-energy-efficient is indeed one of our encoded features. Since childhood, i naturally tend to turn any regular task into a creative-generative act. If i can't feel this drive, then it means the task is basically empty-devoid of meaning, tending to drain me and/or numb me if i insist on it. By the way, this, done repeatedly, is what the famous A.D.D. [Attention Deficit Disorder] is mostly about: a so-called-disorder that, once addressed at its source, can reveal disconnection between inner Essence and outer misaligned solicitations. By the way too, i have later realised that procrastination in my life turned out to be a friendly sign in this sense. Otherwise, it has been a sign of holding back my own Essence whenever bringing It out meant being somehow unwelcome or downright rejected. As a child, teenager and younger adult this could feel like a killer, but today these outside reactions are simply part of the Job. Now sure, if these gifts and talents of ours can also be entertaining, fine (as long as they don't become another distraction or distortion), since we do tend to live-to-create, expressing ourselves in some form of Art or Craft, mirroring a major part of Future Lifestyle. The prolific creativity currently at play appears to be an evidence of this, but not all of it is necessarily coming from Essence, yet. This Creative Energy coming from Higher Realms has often been misunderstoodly used and taken advantage of, making it seem progressive when in fact it's still streaming the old program, as mentioned above.

This next highly efficient Planet Earth's Humanity that Seeders have been gradually prototyping, which will no longer be about quantitative growth but about maturing, will have to endure a conscious irreversible transmutation equivalent in Nature to the one from caterpillar to butterfly. To reach a stage where existence is transmuted into an entirely new Shape and Lifestyle through Conscious Decision means to operate from an entirely new level of "Free Will" , if you will, best known as the Divine Will that Liberates Souls to their True Spiritual Purpose on Earth. For the unawakened humanity, little-self-free-will-lifestyle is still the collective average at play. Hence, so-called evolution has basically been about outer Ecology & Technology, often misleadingly distracting humans from actually awakening to their Life Serving Advanced Abilities, of which most outer technology is but a clue. Movies keep spreading all kinds of clues, but when made and/or watched from a strictly 3D dualistic perspective, instead of triggering Evolving Inner Codes, they may keep you hooked in a pseudo-new-matrix to which technology became a major controlling-distracting-entertaining tool.

Simply put, once technology enters the Butterfly Lifestyle, it will only Serve the same Purpose: to Liberate both Humanity and Earth from abuse, waste and unnecessary repetition, into Higher Seeding and Realisation, where physical, emotional, mental, spiritual Health is a Core consequence. Compared to this, all artificial intelligence towards fake evolution, based on replacing Life with replicas that do not reflect the Original Laws and Order of Creation is bound to be unmasked and fall away.

Here's a brilliant example for us to consider, both physically and symbolically: Diamonds

Would you rather buy/have/wear a real diamond or a lab-grown diamond?

The latter are artificially grown through identical process to Nature's, except much faster, and the result is identical, except much cheaper, plus the fact that the latter are more sustainable in every way including in that they don't resort to abusive labour conditions as the former do.

But are they really the same? What really makes a diamond a Diamond?

Here's My Answer:

For starters i wouldn't buy any of them because i don't have the slightest wish or need to possess or wear a diamond, let alone see Nature being depleted and humans enslaved for it. But in principle, i would most definitely choose the real one, both physically and symbolically speaking, and would never wear a lab-grown one as-if it were a real one. Because the lab-grown one may offer an identically satisfying and more sustainable result that may please human vanity through brightness and ease human consciousness through an apparent righteousness and even conform to human laws, but it breaks the most fundamental Laws of Creation and Evolution, and therefore would make me feel a cheater to MySelf, to my own unreplicable Inner Diamond Shaped in Eternity.

Now, instead of diamonds, consider lab-grown human parts.

Are they really the same? What really makes a human a Human?

One might ask a passing lizard, spider, starfish where on earth did they get their newly grown lost or damaged parts, and why was Creation so unjust not to grant us the same ability. Was it because It made us so much more intelligent so we would grow ours in a lab? If one is as ready to ask as to listen to the answer, it might be as simple as this: "Of course you can grow your own lost or damaged parts like we do. Who told you you couldn't? No one told us we couldn't, so we do." There are documented cases of similar self regeneration by people that were not conditioned otherwise. What is ahead for humans has nothing to do with any kind of 3D organic or inorganic lab technology. Humans will do it from Inner Technology, once they enter Butterfly Lifestyle, equivalent to the next dimensions.

Bottom line, if Nature can do it, we can do it. It's available, it just needs to be unveiled. It will be (is being!) activated in the next stage, as many of us being exposed to it in various degrees in parallel experiences beyond 3D during Sleep/Dream time Know.

The Butterfly lives inside the caterpillar all along. The latter just needs to Remember, and then Decide. It needs to put itself at risk, upon going into chrysalis. It doesn't know if it will make it to the other side, given that there are all sorts of predators that eat evolving beings for breakfast. What it does know is that the other option is not only risky but deadly, since if it doesn't stop its life-consuming stage and answer Life's Inner Calling leading to its life-generating stage, it will die.

Yes, there's a deadline to enter maturity.

Because there are no Flying caterpillars nor crawling Butterflies.

Here's a non-linear illustration

of the caterpillar-butterfly evolving process. I won't add further words to it.

I leave it up to you to find the connection step by step along this path of Return to Essence.

As introduced in my 10th circle, this mandala-spiral was drawn and filmed on October 18 by my son Afonso and delivered to me on November 11. I still haven't shared my detailed interpretation of it with him, but i sense that this is what he drew, intuitively rather than intentionally . . .

Reporting from The Waiting Room:

- while we wait, we create.

A sense of imminence combined with a sense of stuckness has long been felt by many of us. Humanity Evolution gets paralysed due to individual un-Decision and half-Decision reflected on the collective. You are creating a reality anyway, whether you know it or not. But if you are still doing it from an automatic-distracted you (caterpillar) or a pseudo-You (improved caterpillar), the result is more of the same: stucking pseudo-Evolution. The very same that the old matrix (often presented as pseudo-new) sponsors, keeping you under the worst kind of illusion, one that makes you feel [falsely] $afe & €volving.

To actually Evolve, the chrysis is necessary and must be endured.

Then, you come out and access a wholly different Panoramic View.

Every New Cell in your body, as every New Human in Humanity will joyfully ensure and reflect this in the process of generating a true Civilisation, where Diversity is most welcome, as are the endless patterns of butterfly wings, coming from an uplifting common ground of equals.

Meanwhile, one might wonder:

Is the Brain the holder of this Memory and the processor of this Decision?

The brain has also been Innerly brought to my attention in recent times.

Basically, one thing is clear: no Higher Discernment or Full Perception can come from a divided and left-hemisphere-oriented brain.

This is one of the reasons why i keep suggesting and even insisting with my kids, or anyone who may access my streaming, to take it in as presented, not in a fragmented way [as in reading but not watching/listening or the opposite], namely because, as it turned out, i happen to operate from a brain which is not left-oriented but rather right-left-balanced, thus potentially contributing to balance other people's brains - not by my decision here, just stating an observed truth. Then, as usual, Life brings in the confirmations. One day Alexandre came up with an internet brain test that checked how balanced our two hemispheres were: Alexandre got 56% to the left, Afonso got 66% to the right, and i got 50/50%. This sort of put me in a playful-respectful balanced mum position, sure, but what it really showed was a confirmation of what i already sensed in each of us, especially regarding Afonso. And it also confirmed that the three of us make a good team together, just the way we are, as this very message is an illustration of at several points.

The previously mentioned new wiring that Seeders are introducing include traits that Medical Science keep fitting into boxes. One of these comprises some degree-form of Autism, such as Asperger, of which i tested positive some years ago. Another is Synesthesia, which feels familiar to me in ways that are hard to describe, to which my former perceived "brain weirdness" is not foreign, and some additional episodes along my life illustrate. The above mentioned A.D.D. reflected on my all time difficulty in focusing on or memorising anything devoid of meaning or value to me or involving dissociation or compartmentalization. Alzheimer and other dementia as the long term result of different kinds of disconnection.

Ultimately, those traits are also evidence that the Source of InSight and Encoded Memory is not the brain at all. This is easily checkable from after-coma and near-death experiences testimonials and other particular brain conditions, such as the one sensitively portrayed in the 1996 movie Phenomenon, one of my favourites ever. Moreover, a quick internet research shows us: several people who survived and function after losing half their brain/skull in accidents; a child born without the two hemispheres, only with a stem brain, living a far from vegetative life until two years of age; a little girl living without her whole left hemisphere after a surgery that had to remove it. In all cases, the existing-remaining brain mass adjusted to function as a whole brain.

If we put the boxes aside, we are simply left with the same evidence of and way-shower to the unified brain, where sections that used to function separately are being called to merge or else become dysfunctional. All of these point in the same direction: Oneness. Paired with a deeper Knowing that the brain division was not part of the Original Blueprint.

Well, i got the chance to check this in my own brain: about two years ago, in one of my lucid dreams, i had removed my own brain from my skull and was holding it in my hands after having observed it and realised what was going on and what i needed to do with it. I clearly didn't need the brain itself to Discern this, i was Looking and Thinking from the Source Me. I realised i still needed the brain back in my skull in order to function here, but the InSight that the brain is not the Source of Thought is the whole point.

Thought is not mere synapse. It is the brain's job to process all the functions that support the physical existence, but its connector with Source lies at its centre between the two hemispheres, where no synapse takes place. This is the part of the brain that processes Oneness, also playing a major role in dreaming. Hence, Lucid Dreaming makes the right and trustworthy bridges between Duality and Oneness, in non-linear unfolding InSights streaming from Higher Realms. In this perspective, my dream life is much Richer and Real than my waking life. I actually go to Sleep and even become Sleepy whenever I Sense a Calling to access deeper levels of Clarity or simply Connection. A parallel state to this is an in-between state, where specific Soul encoded communication regarding my own life is streamed, and other captures occur.

As I See it, moving to full use of brain capacity means Investing on One, making balanced hemispheres a consequence of the Top Central Decision, continuously unfolding and broadcasting from and to the Unified Brain-Heart. Here, I also access a type of Thought that has no form (neither left nor right brain features). I feel it as Heart-Brain Pulse, a Pure Calibrating Radiant Wave, not felt as an alternate state but rather as a sonar emission. This is part of Seeders' (including Cetaceans) Equipment to bring on the next IMpossible Planet Earth. Not a theory.

As if to put aside any doubt, watch how Life delivers the confirming illustration right on time, this time precisely through Afonso who drew this image and shared it with me on September 3, without any exchanges about any of this between us. I'm adding it here on September 9 - his 18th birthday! In fact, he himself is a living illustration of what i'm talking about - what an amazing sync and synth! Thank you!

:: Nutrition

Naturally, becoming a vegetarian since early 2009 was less a decision than an inevitable and irreversible consequence of the above described Cellf Alignment processes out of Earth's amnesia and back into the Original Plan. But diet itself is not the focal point here or ever before in my life. This is really about how i feel all Earth's Kingdoms, making it impossible for me to relate to any of them as a predator or taker, but rather as a symbiotic keeper. In essence, this is who i have always been and how i have behaved all my life, despite my previous inherited omnivorous diet. Today, it actually feels as if i have been a vegetarian all my life. By the way, this is how we change the past by changing the present, eliminating whole timelines back and forth, as recalibration proceeds. Hence, i was ready to change into a vegetarian diet earlier, and would have if it wasn't for my uncertainty about how to properly feed my kids (or myself for that matter, but my side was not a concern here), since i knew that once i did they would have to be included, because everything in my life happens to the whole of me, i can't deal with fragmentation, so, when they moved to Brazil i changed instantly. Since then, every time they come, they are included, as is every single person with whom i share a meal at my home, or elsewhere as long as it is cooked or prepared by me. It's not a choice for me as is not a choice for my kids when under my care. Others are previously informed and of course remain free to join me or not, but i can't join them in their other choice. At the most, i can sit at their table with them, but not always . . .

Radical? or Coherent?

Here are two situations for you to consider:

1 :: This very year, during a heartfelt discussion with a neighbour vegetarian mother of a 1 year old baby, on the subject of vegetarian parents feeding their young children with a vegetarian diet, i declared "If i had a new baby now it would be vegetarian by force", to which she quickly added ". . . if they are forced to eat meat, why can't they be forced to be vegetarian?" She couldn't have been more to the point. At a later occasion, when questioned about my authority to decide for them, i added "At the least, my authority is the same [both ways]". Hopefully all parents will soon be fully informed and supported on this, with access to clearer sources of nutritional information including through paediatricians.

2 :: About two years ago, as my kids and i went out to eat, i made a one time exception by giving some money to Afonso for him to make his own food choice. When he showed up with his chosen chicken sandwich, i was of course sadly disappointed, but Alexandre was really mad at me, because he felt betrayed by my gesture, then consummated by Afonso's choice. And he was absolutely right! I acknowledged and apologised to him, and never made or will ever make another such exception. They know that not only i don't eat animals, but i also don't buy, cook or welcome any such foods at home. I manage to prepare and cook vegetarian meals that they may enjoy, just like it was before with the previous diet. They have never argued with me about this, they respect it and they even feel a sense of pride regarding the related Coherence in my life. So, that one time exception served an important purpose for all of us.

In the end, this is what counts the most in Education towards Evolution.

Otherwise, this is what it would sound like:

"Dear animal, i can't kill you or have you killed for me or buy you or bring you home to cook you and eat you, but i can do it to feed my children."

"Dear sons, i can't kill or have someone kill for me or buy or bring home to cook and eat any animal, but i can do it to feed you."

Being vegetarian or vegan does not contain this. This is something else among the many half-modalities i hear about, all deriving from some other place other than the Core Top Decision. Being a vegetarian/vegan is far more than a dietary menu choice, ethics or morals. It inevitably reflects on all my acts and activities without exception, not just on what i eat. So yes, i have a vegetarian home, a vegetarian wallet, vegetarian full senses - where/how i live, what i buy, what i do, feel and speak are one and the same thing. I can't be other than One.

From our Deepest Hearts You and I Know that ultimately this is where the New Humanity is going. More and more young children such as this one know it By-Heart without having been taught, and are WholeHeartedly refusing to eat animals. More of them would, if they were confronted with the whole reality involved. Moreover, petting one animal on one hand while indirectly being part of the cruelty in animal [food] industry on the other is not coherent in any context, and it has been possible only due to dissociation. Here's a quick re-association, Banksy style: Sirens of the Lambs (no real animals used, which is the very point).

short audio intro

short tour

Once Heart Coherence is fully Activated, things like this become impossible. No Future Human Being will be "forced" to work in such inhuman industrial lines. Feeding global population healthily without consuming animals, thus ending any animal industry altogether and moving into Massive Organic Farming to serve all human needs, with full range consequent benefits for the planet, is the IMpossible gradually happening, the more You and I Invest on it, gradually healing contaminated soil planet-wide.

Humanity and Earth share a Consciousness. All Earth's Kingdoms are evolving too, but Animals' will be predatory as long as humans are, keeping the statement "you are what you eat" at a very primitive level.

If it wasn't for this, my proposed statement would be true to any diet, and it sure is to mine:

What i eat is very important.

How i eat is even more important.

We can energetically purify non-organic foods, but regarding the consumption of animals, there is no How that can reverse or compensate for the fact of their suffering and death, so, we are left with the What, or rather the Who, because the way humans treat pets is the way all animals without exception must be treated - as animal people.

Recent photo of our home oven-stove

with one of my two constant dish cloths

painted by my kids some ten years ago

as surprise mother's day gifts

A related third statement that has been said about the most basic element in diet - Water - can shed a light here, given that if one understands the implications of this approach, one understands everything about Nutrition, Health, Life, within their greater evolutionary equation:

"The chemical composition of the water is important. (...) The structure of water is much more important than the chemical composition."

- taken from the key documentary Water (The Great Mystery)

As i keep sharing it since January 2014 and notice it keeps being removed and re-uploaded in YouTube, it's advisable to watch it as soon as possible, but in case this link is no longer active at your moment, it's worth researching.

:: Lab

Imagine a baby being born through natural birth, without having broken the waters and coming out still inside a somewhat bluish amniotic sac. Then picture the face of the experienced maternity midwife delivering this baby and then telling the mother that she has a baby daughter and that, according to her experience, because of this rare circumstance she would be very happy. That baby was me. That was how i came to this world: through a very ordinary process but in a very extraordinary circumstance. I have always felt moved by this story since the first time i heard it being told by my mother, but only much later did i realize its full meaning to me. I feel dearly grateful to that midwife, because i can sense that what she really did was a preciously recorded reading of the Essence Me, to be confirmed back and forth in how i have been living my whole life. I don't mean the happiness part, not in a linear sense anyway. I mean the part of turning the ordinary into extraordinary, always in very minimal and even limiting life circumstances, pretty much in accordance with kind of living in a bubble (sac). This was not learned, although it was facilitated and activated by those very circumstances. This is Soul Blueprint and Life Purpose. And yes, there's a Thrill to this that has been gratefully present in all my life, whether happy or unhappy.

So, birth being my very first Earth Lab Experiment, of course I had to come in through the natural way, despite the conditioning fact that my only and two years older brother had been born through a cesarean. And of course I had to choose my parents. As a child, upon looking at family pictures, i used to say that i went to my parents wedding, which was obviously clarified as untrue. But today I Know it was true, just in a way that doesn't show in the pictures, i did Witness them, from above, being married in the church. It had to be them, with all the challenging limitations they themselves and their life circumstances imposed on me, bringing out that Innermost ability to do the most with the least. My whole life has been a minimalist but concentrated intense Experiment that clearly is a Tribute to LIFE through and beyond Self Realisation. So, it had to be at this astro moment in time to come in with a configuration that matched My Original Blueprint and Purpose. Aries is the Driving Force of the Beginning, the first Seeder of the Image of Creation's Intention. My operating element is Fire. My Soul's element is Water (Cancer Ascendant).

Being born from unbroken waters was such an Honour . . . Water is highly Sacred to Me. It is ever Ignited. I cannot see It being treated in any way below this. It h u r t s . This is reflected in every unit of my own life and affects me in every unit of yours. In the same proportion, I Am constantly Called to Affect It back, inside and outside. Living by the Sea has a lot to do with this. And doing this is not a choice either, or necessarily a conscious action. As Leeloo, that very familiar character in that all time reference movie The Fifth Element says, "I was built to protect . . . Protect Life until death".

So how can i separate things and not be affected or affect?

Every time i have done something at the cost of another thing, it cost me dearly. Today, this has become Central to me. And Life Tests me accordingly. In recent years, as i've been noticing those physical phenomena, some of which would normally make people run to the doctor for diagnosis and treatment, i don't. I stay put, i face any fear and then I Decide: - Whatever it is, I Will Heal it. I refuse any option that adds foreign substances to my body to fix something while damaging another thing. So, i'm left with a simple equation, until the last consequences, whatever the result:

that which does not belong in my body will leave my body;

that which is out of order in my body will come back to its order.

This Invokes the Healer Me, not the fighter. No Investment is made towards Disease, as a principle, not as a pre-assumption of Disease. Not even so-called preventive self-diagnosis, which is still focused on Disease. I Stand as the Observer and the observed, from within, something that no regular doctor can do for me. And i inform myself by resorting to outer research whenever suggested from within. Yes, an inner communication takes place once there's a listener. I listen. And since it is from Me to me, it comes in my own codes, only valid to and understood by me. Then, things that were out of order, found their order, perceivable inside and outside.

Once I Decide where I Stand, no matter what, fear is overcome.

This is the Point to be HighLighted across every single unit in life.

From here, and once you've watched the above linked Water documentary, any discussion about how to approach Disease in any Life Form across the Universe that includes this dear Earth and You and I, has to start from Returning to Essence, reconnecting with the Original Source of Creation, LIFE.

HEALTH, be IT in a cell, in a human, in an animal, in a plant, in a rock, in a planet, in a thought, in a feeling, in a society, in a civilisation, is a consequence of this Central Top Decision. And so is PEACE.

Any other peripheral approach, research, investment focused on fighting against keeps you out of SYNC with LIFE, and Disease and War are kept at your centre.

We will know BALANCE has been achieved when nothing is fighting anything.

Our very Blood Cells and whole Biology will reflect this.

Every single individual will reflect this in the collective.

Every Earth Kingdom will reflect this in Nature.

This is the End Product of Earth Lab.

I could keep bringing endless topics and Life Events, and i have, for many years, because this shared writing is about an everyday living where Life itself is the Lab. And the way i live it makes me not only the Lab but the scientist, the human-guinea-pig, the test tube, and the scientific journal writer. So yes, i report in the 1st person, because i don't bring out anything that hasn't been part of my own experience. And i have no Lab assistant to do it for me. Just dear fellow Self-Labs out there . . . Hence, my own life is the guarantee i can offer, first and foremost to the LIFE ITself that I Serve, while putting it to Service to anyone who may benefit from it. This is of course the whole point of sharing it. However, my Lab does not follow or produce any S.O.P.'s [Standard Operating Procedures] to be followed, or any alchemical formulas to be used and/or reproduced. Also, my Lab product is not something added to me. My Lab product is Me ! A Work in progress minutely Self-Generated by Living my Essence in every Unit of My Life.

Ultimately, this Lab's End Product is the Embodied

Ascended-Descended Lucid Matter.

. . . Time to Embody the Sunny HeArt of the Matter

Thank you for Seeing

deeper, through and beyond

"Optimized bc14f987", in Ello

June 29, morning dance mood upon getting up and tuning to OpenLab.fm, the mirror caught me as my outer witness, putting me side by side with familiar objects suddenly producing a newly relevant synthesis worth capturing. At the moment of shooting the picture, eyes meet Eyes, in a reciprocal I See Me!

The objects:

:: The two glass gallipots at the left bottom were given to me many many years ago, as was the white mask i attached to the cylindrical one in order to straighten it - never wore it, but it kind of stayed there as confirming illustration that a mask over a transparent object with a mirror behind it doesn't seem to be of much use. What can it hide? Pretty much what i feel about masks: whichever i wear becomes transparent, so there's no point in wearing one. Makes me feel half. "The mask i wear is one" [Sting]: my body.

:: The red felt heart was given to me by my kids many years ago (safety pinned to a white cotton shirt, the inside of which is fully printed with the repeated word "amor" (love) - the very same shirt i happen to be wearing in the photo "merge of equals" in my previous message - unfolding Multi-Merges in-and-out indeed . . .

:: "Pirilampo mágico 2015" (magical glow-worm) surprisingly given by my mother early this year - she sure hit the right year-colour. Seemed to make sense there, bringing a new light and magic to love: its point of light actually glows in the dark . . . Plus an extra pair of eyes . . . [Numbers written on the mirror are from other streams . . .]

CONFIE NA VIDA QUE LHE QUER BEM

TRUST LIFE THAT WANTS YOU WELL

:: Collage postcard especially made and given to me by Alexandre several years ago. He cut and glued the red word VIDA on top of some other word in the original piece, turning the whole card into the Heart of the Matter.

:: Dolphin especially made and given to me by Afonso several years ago - Lucid aqua family Descended.

:: Butterfly magnet of Persona beauty clinic logo showed up in my mail-box several years ago - Lucid Beauty magnetically Ascended above persona.

:: INvest

. . . in the Middle

​​State of the Art Home Tele-Vision,

streaming my constant Tele-News program,

broadcasted Live through channel WayShower

Remote Control Set to the HeArt of the Sun

:: Acknowledgements

Today, the 9th of December, the 1st Anniversary of the official publication of this WebSite and Blog, seems to be the day when this message is finally coming out. It doesn't feel finished, though, and perhaps that is how it's supposed to be. Still, a sense of completion comes with letting it out, just the way it turned out . . .

My whole creative project maria tudo being centred on the

Art of Being Total through the Return to Essence,

where my own life and creative flow often meet, merge and bring forward other people's creations where i also sense, from a multidimensional perspective, the Art of Doing merged with the Art of Being, this particular message includes visual pieces of mine (photos) and of others (all the videos/1 drawing/1 gif) from years-months-weeks ago, some previously shared in plural or singular mode, others kept private within a sensed transtemporal purpose to be unveiled along the way.

So here goes my continuous thanks to all people who keep creating remarkable pieces of Visual/Sound Art and InFormation, insightfully showing how universal some perceptions are, and allowing me to co-illustrate my writing in multi-merging LiveStreams as a way of acknowledging and featuring them, given that i'm not subscriber of or affiliated to any feeds, ideologies, groups, etc. but definitely am a participant in the Universal Human Flow. Special thanks go to Tatiana Plakhova, whose Complexity Graphics videos added so much depth and beauty to this message.

Forever thanks to my sons for having chosen me as their mother, for being Here, and being who they Are. Alexandre, Keep the Driving Alive. Afonso, keep the Art in the Blood.

A very particular thank you to my Soul-mates for your contribution in my self discovery of who I Am and who i am not. You know who You Are.

My sincere and profound thanks to everyone who has found purposeful time to come here and take in this particular message in its full length, and other messages and contents shared before in all my circles herein. I take this as a sign of Life Serving Complicity and Trust between us, given that this web space has no control-analysis of visitors, registration requirements, subscription options, etc., nevertheless offering the means for one-on-one contact and net sharing - this is the Internet i saw being born, i'm thankful for and invest on.

I See You around

In and for the Love

I m.